You're all I have ♥

wake up in the afternoon,
empty walls make up the room,
and im wishing for one thing,
to give myself the strength
to keep myself alive
long enough to make sure you don't try
to turn out anything like me
another fraud, another fake

don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong
you're keepin me sane, when I'm feelin alone
i wield my heart and my flesh and bones
don't leave me to die by myself
i can't live without you

sunlight streams in through the blinds
calling me from these confines
there's only so many more days
until you cast away, from ever seeing me
they wont understand, they'll never see,
they way you medicate my head
without you here i'm left for dead

don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong
you're keepin me sane, when I'm feelin alone
i wield my heart and my flesh and bones
don't leave me to die by myself
i can't live without you

without you here

you're all i have,
in a world that judges long before it sees
you're all i have,
in a place that hates me and only wants to
push me down, and now i'm forsaken
pass the point that'll end up break me
i wont be fine your all mistaken

don't pretend your not the one who's wrong
don't you pretend its gonna be okay
don't lie and say it's better off this way

don't you pretend, don't you pretend
(don't pretend your not the one who's wrong)

don't lie and say you're not the one who's wrong
don't pretend

you're keepin me sane, when I'm feelin alone
i wield my heart and my flesh and bones
don't leave me to die by myself
i can't live without you here!.

don't you pretend, don't you pretend
(without you here)
don't lie and say you're not the one who's wrong

you're keepin me sane, when I'm feelin alone
(i wont live without you)
you're not the one who's wrong
don't leave me to die when I'm feelin alone
i can't live without you
don't pretend you're not the one who's wrong

Silverstein ♥

~Extrañar

Es tan fácil extrañar a alguien, es tan fácil sentirse frustrado ante una pérdida.
Extrañar, extrañar, extrañar...es tan grande este término, ¿uno extraña algo por qué realmenente siente dolor? o porque ¿sólo se acostumbró a la rutina, a tener a alguien con quien compartir lindos momentos?
Yo extraño y siento dolor, extraño a mis amigos, extraño tener 5 años, extraño no tener responsabilidades, pero sobre todas las cosas, lo extraño a Él ♥ y no hablo de ninguna rutina, hablo de dolor mezclado con buenos momentos pero hay que aprender a desprenderse de las cosas que uno más quiere si no quiere seguir lastimando y yo voy a tener que acostumbrarme a estar sin él.