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¿Sabes a dónde van las palabras que no se dijeron?, ¿A dónde va lo que queres hacer y no haces?, ¿A dónde va lo que queres decir y no decís?, ¿A dónde va lo que no te permitis sentir?.
Nos gustaría que lo que NO decimos caiga en el olvido, pero lo que no decimos se nos acumula en el cuerpo, nos llena el alma de gritos mudos. Lo que no decimos se transforma en insomnio, en dolor de garganta. Lo que no decimos se transforma en nostalgia, en destiempo. Lo que no decimos se transforma en debe, en deuda, en asignatura pendiente. Las palabras q no decimos se transforman en insatisfacción, en trsiteza, en frustración. Lo que no decimos no muere, nos mata. Lo que no decimos se transforma en trauma, en veneno que mata el alma. Lo que no decis te encierra en el pasado. Lo que no decimos se transforma en herida abierta.

dejar pasar ~

No cuento las veces que te esperé.
Ya sabes que dicen, no hay 2 sin 3.
Entonces me rio por no llorar.
Se me hizo costumbre dejar pasar.

Mirar tu foto y sonreir.
Lo bien que me hiciste sentir.
No creo en las casualidades, pero espero verte por ahi.

Se cae de madura la situación.
Ya nadie me espera en la estación.
A veces la soga tira de más.
Quién dijo que intento poder zafar.

Mirar tu foto y sonreir.
Lo bien que me hiciste sentir.
No creo en las casualidades, pero espero verte por ahi.
Los besos de la última vez.
Decirte cuanto te extrañé.
No soy de guardarme secretos, pero hay cartas que nunca te envié.

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Breathing deeply, walking backwards
Finding strength to call and ask her
Rollercoaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time

Leave me standing here
Act like I'm not around
The coast'll probably never clear
Can I please go home now
I had that dream about you again
Where I wait outside until you let me in
And there I stay

Lay beside me and listen out the wall
We'll keep on lying until the summer comes
I had that dream about you again
Where you drive my car right off the fucking cliff

And now I`m breathing deeply, walking backwards
Finding strength to call and ask her
Rollercoaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time

Make me promise that I will never tell
All I remember's the way your bedroom smells
I had that dream about you again
Where I wait outside until you let me in

And now I'm breathing deeply, walking backwards
Finding strength to call and ask her
Rollercoaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time good night
Good night.

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Oh. Love of mine,
Won't you lay by my side,
And rest your weary eyes,
Before we're out of time,
Give me one last kiss,
For soon, such distance,
Will stretch between our lips,
Now the day's losing light.

Oh.

Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.

Lost at sea,
My heart beat is growing weak,
Hoping you'd hear my plea,
And come save my life,
As the storm grew fierce,
An angel was certainly near,
I knew there was nothing to fear.

Bring me your love, tonight.
Bring me your love, tonight.
No I am not where belong,
Bring me your love, tonight.

No I am not where I belong,
So shine a light and guide me home.
No I am not where I belong,
So shine a light, guide me back home.

Oh

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Sans toi les émotions d’aujourd’ hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d’autrefois…

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El insomnio es la peste de mis fines de semana.

# Screaming Infidelities

I'm missing your bed,
i never sleep.
avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak.
and this bottle of beast is taking me home.
i'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets.
you're not alone and you're not discrete.
you make sure i know who's taking you home.
i'm reading your note over again.
there's not a word that i comprehend,
except when you signed it
"i will love you always and forever."
as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out. ut as for me, i wish that i was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
i'm missing your laugh.
how did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
i hope you're as happy as you're pretending.
i'm cuddling close to blankes and sheets.
and i am alone in my defeat. i wish i knew you were safely at home.
I'm missing your bed.
i never sleep.
avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.
and this bottle of beast is taking me home.
well and as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out.
and as for me, i wish that i was anywhere, with anyone, making out. your hair, it's everywhere. screaming infidelities, taking its wear.
your hair, it's everywhere. screaming infidelities, taking its wear. your hair,
it's everywhere. screaming infidelities, taking its wear. your hair, it's everywhere.
screaming infidelities, taking its wear.